I make sincere attempts to engage and interact with the world. But most days feel like I'm watching it all through a shimmer, a reflection. The way the surface of water looks from below when you're gazing up towards the light. I am observing the world through that distorted view, seeing shapes and shadows. I am unable to trust my perception but I'm still reacting as if it is objectively true. So I continue, submerged, flowing downstream. Sometimes close to the surface, sometimes further below. Deeper. Sometimes barely capable of making sense of the things that I see. Regardless of my depth I still find myself in some degree second guessing everything. I still find myself struggling. I find myself suffocating. I reach for the shimmering surface, but I never really breach it. I can never interact with others or with reality without feeling disconnected, isolated. I can never interact with clarity, without struggling to understand. I spend every day living below the shimmer.
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What an impressive piece of black metal. This one-man hurricane is pure art. Sgah‘gahsowáh creates an haunting atmosphere. He puts so much soul in his music. Sælzer Bub
The latest from this one-man sludge metal project from Baltimore is discordant, spacious, and as heavy as a full group could ever be. Bandcamp New & Notable Nov 12, 2019